the solace. the return.

"there's something so wonderfully unfulfilling about days like these,
i want to hurt myself in these quiet moments.
this is the moment where the world i created for myself ends."

this is the text i want to go with this image.
sometimes we create an image of ourselves. it's false, it's only there to get us through.
in this image, i am clearly wearing a dress shirt and tie...
but the throwing, the hat, the beach is the destruction of the self created image.


i created this as a self portrait for my photography class.
i wanted to express my duality.
i used 3200 film again.
this was my first time using that film during the daytime, and i must say it sucks.
i prefer this type of grain at night. i'm gonna stick with tri-x 400 for daytime from now on.

critiques please.